I'm just having a really bad day today. It's one of those days where I just want to go over there so badly and scream at her to quit lying to me about the other guy when there's too much that says that there is. I just want to know what I did that I deserved for her to do this to me. I know I did some things wrong but to cheat on me really and go on to form a relationship with him? That just seems so overkill for anything that I could have possibly done. I realize she's bi polar and is on a new relationship "high" right now so I can't expect anything rational from her but still I just wonder why.
