Stop the Coaster, I want OFF!

[ninelives]

All great posts. Yes , I forgot my dbing. I am not in the best frame of mind right now. You are correct NH that I am a little afraid that I may be giving up a great girl for somebody that may never love me. That does concern me but there are NO guarantees in life are there?

I need to get grounded again. All this crap has me swinging in the breeze but only I can get my feet back on the ground again.

She did want me to come over last night and when I left after she was asleep, she texted me and said that she was dissappointed I was gone and she was scared. This was at 3;00 am. She said she had trouble getting back to sleep.

I offered to come over again, and she said that would be nice so I did. I massaged her again until she fell asleep but this time, I slept in the same bed with her and we spooned. Man that felt great.

So we woke up together and she set her alarm for work. Just like the old days. She got ready for work and I just sat around and talked to her. She said she had to get ready to go and that I was blocking her in. I said ok, see you and went to get in my car and she called me from the window.

W: ARent you going to say goodbye.

M: I did, have a nice day at work.

W: I didnt hear you.

M: Ok , good bye ,

W: Okay, talk to you later.

No texts today or any contact. I am giving her apace to ponder her sitch right now. She did call when I was out running chores about a motorcycle accident, wondered where I was.

So I am not going to contact her today. Like I said, I am giving her space. You are all right. We've come this far, be patient some more.

Thanks all:

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