I'm such a rollercoaster - I'm feeling hopeful, then I see he Googled "Ourstate Divorce" and I want to throw up again.

I don't know how much of this I can take.

H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11