been separated 18 months.....I am misearable....I am stuck...
I'm working out like crazy and taking vitamins and I am quite obsessed with working out and keeping myself busy at all times...can't even watch TV anymore, I have to be on the go....can't relax...I am terrified of boredome, but at the same time I think if I stop I will get depressed and "DIE!
does anyone feel this way or has felt this way?
is there a way out?

H 41
W 38
M 15 YRS
s 13
d 14
separated 02/15/2010
Living alone (split custody of the kids)