As you'll read in my last post, W is up to something. She has paid $250 to an online moving company (I know this because our bank account info is visible to, and accessible by each other). She continues to send OM money despite her protests that he is "just as friend."
Please...I was born in the morning, but not this morning.
Just don't know what to do with this info. Confront? Wait for the "I'm leaving" announcement?
It's funny, but I have this strange peace about all of this. I've already been looking at places to relocate if/when she leaves. Savannah, GA looks very nice - warm weather, decent cost of living, lots of history...
I'm just not so sure I want to fight the good fight any more. If it was just W needing space and time, I could deal with that. But with OM still a presence in her life, and her constantly lying to me about him, I don't think there is any hope of saving this M, or even creating a new one where W would love me the way I want to be loved. She said on Sunday she would stay only out of obligation, not out of desire.
Who wants that?
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
