We had an R/M talk this past Sunday, initiated by W. Basically, nothing new was said; W still had no love for me, didn't know whether to stay or go and while she admitted to her own wrongdoings during our M, she blamed me for most of the problems. She did say OM was no longer "in the picture" and he was more of a friend to her than anything else.
Uh-huh...
I had mentioned in a previous post that our bank accounts are visible to each other online. She has sent OM more money, and on Sunday (right after our talk) paid $250 to a company called "E-Move", an online company that provides self-moving services and self-storage.
I don't know what to do with this information. Do I confront her to find out what her true intentions are? Wait for what is inevitably going to be the "I'm leaving" speech? Beat her to the punch and tell her it's decision time? Ask if she's financing the OM to move closer to her?
Mentally and emotionally, I think I'm prepared for her to move out. It will hurt but I will go on. It's waiting for her to make a decision that is the most difficult.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
