I sure hope my posts come through soon, this is so difficult and I would love to get feedback from those of you who have been doing this a bit longer. Reading is helpful, and posting is as well in the meantime.
Went to the gym before work this morning, and about halfway through began to feel some emotions bubbling up. Told gym buddy/coworker that I would be in the car. I think I just needed a good cry. I am feeling slightly better now.
Have a college tour with oldest son tonight. All of us are going to it, and will try to just keep it upbeat and about S17 and nothing else. Thanks to DB coach yesterday, I will have the tools I need. Always a work in progress.
