He told me again tonight that it's too late, he has feelings for the OW, we're over.

I just feel like if he doesn't contact her for a month or so, and is around to see the 180s I've been doing, it might help. I don't know.

Took S to have dinner with a friend - sent H a text but he didn't get it. He got home and we were gone - he thought I'd gone to a hotel or something.

Anyway. We'll see how tomorrow goes.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11