Thanks for chronicling your experience...it's been very helpful to me.
The toughest thing about this process/journal is the "why's"...both how did this happen and now why our WAS are oblivious to the positive changes in each of us. I KNOW these thoughts are not healthy, but I find this element the most challenging.
Keep progressing forward...regardless of what happens it is inspiring to see the progress you're making in handling this situation.
_______________________ M: 47; W: 39 M: 4.5 yrs; T: 18 years No children Separated: 01/19/11 Wife Served Papers: 02/1/11 Wife moved: 03/05/11 Responded: 04/14/11