You are only 29 so there's tons of time for you to find someone.
I know how you feel though. When I thought XW had something going on with motorcycle guy I felt a lot of bitterness. I thought she had jumped into something new and I was trying to find someone, anyone.
The fact motorcycle guy was overplayed in my mind helped. Still, I was upset with myself that I wasn't stronger.
XW also has her mom to help her -- although her mom isn't all that great -- where with me, it's just me. I've found outlets though, places for the girls to go to separate for a while.
It just takes time to find options and a routine.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
