Going N/C wish me perseverance/strength

[Queen_of_Swords]

Thanks DG and JS.
I can't do the level of contact I've had with STBX and keep emotionally stable, even if the contact has only been to exchange custody of the kids.
Every week it's like ripping off the bandaid on a not healed deep cut. Every other weekend, it's having my legs swept out from under me.

Yeah you're right I shouldn't say anything about how I feel. It's not like he cares much anyway. I keep forgetting that.

I dunno if I should say anything at all really TBH, if pushed I will say, I need space.