I never thought I would be able to go dark, but these past 3 weeks have been amazing as far as healing goes. I won't lie, it won't be easy, but it will be worth it.
Personally, I wouldn't say it hurts too much to be near him. Just say you need space for you.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤