I am the devil....

[tadpole1025]

Thanks SC and AJ.

I don't see a reason to respond Tad. You were not asked a question. Do yourself a favor and leave it alone.

You are right. She did not ask a question. Therefore, I did not respond.

I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past few days and even though I may be doing better grief-wise, I think that I am more confused than ever.

I have friends that tell me that MLC is not real. I never believed it really existed until I experienced this mess. Sometimes I wonder though if telling ourselves that it is MLC makes it easier to cope.

AJ, I was looking at your timeline again. Has your W made any movement towards you at all? Just curious.....

I remembered a few things from our conversation the other night. Enjoy:

* She blamed me for the escalation of her R with OM.

* She said that things started to go downhill when we bought our new bed in 2003.

* Says she thinks about what she is doing every waking moment of every day.

* She asked if I was recording our conversation. When I told her no, she said: "I hope not. It is against the law you know?" First, why would she think that I would even do that? Oh yeah, I'm evil. Second, I have spent 23 years on the radio. She knows that I know all of the laws regarding recording someone.

I swear that I am not making this stuff up. I wouldn't believe it if I hadn't witnessed it first hand.

It would almost be comical if it didn't hurt so bad.

Thanks!

Tad