Greatly appreciate any advise

Thanks for reading the posts above, really need some advise on which direction to take.

Main priority is kids welfare

Me - 37
W - 38
D - 14
S - 12
Together - 16
Married - 12
Bomb - April 13, 2011
W moved out - May 13, 2011

The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more