Woodman, Welcome. Sorry to hear about your situation. Through my round of MC, I did a lot of the things in the LD. I can relate to seeing my W in an entirely different way, loving my W in a totally different way. I have also changed and never want to return to who I was. I think because of those changes, I am now able to more effectively DB. Hopefully it's the same for you.
I would agree with Sandi in that the LD is probably not the prescription for a WAW at this point. I think there's a little too much persuing involved. But I think you've seen how it's changed you.
Keep working on your positive changes. You have the opportunity to keep them coming.
