As the title suggests, I'm in a kind of an in-between zone with WAW. She has made definite steps toward her mission;
moved with kids to new house and community, new bank accts., etc., etc. They are currently on 2-week vaction with in-laws.
I'm living with cousin looking for more work. Yep, kicked when down..but not for long. Coming out of my fog, staying dim because of kids, and GAL.
What a soul-searching period of time that I KNOW everyone on here can relate to. So intense and profound. Ups and downs, fear of the unknown, detaching then attaching again and again.
I still have difficulty with going dim because that may be seen as more of the same behavior, however, I poured it on heavy when we separated and she had nothing to do with it. There is no A on either end. My suspicions of her were just that and did not check out.
I miss the kids not seeing them daily and this vacation is really hard to be away for two week. [censored], man.
Curious if there are any other things I should be doing when at the beginning or pre-trial? Continue dim? Act as if, GAL. Anything else?
