Angry today. Feeling hate. Mom mentioned he phoned her today to wish her well on her b'day. She said he sounded happy. That just pi$$ed me off. I don't get it. On the one hand...Eff him, why should I care if he's happy or unhappy? It isn't my problem. I shouldn't want to be with a person that doesn't want to be with me and thinks so little of our M and our kids that he walked out without even trying to working on our issues as he percieved them.
On the other, I want him to be miserable in the bed he's made and suffer the way I have been.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
