I thought about him last night. I thought about the fact that had we still been together we would have been celebrating his new job appointment. But instead he is probably out with OW celebrating.
My friend at work saw I was upset and took me to the shops this morning. She went into an underwear shop. It almost made me want to cry. I had visions of OWs underwear that I found in Hs apartment. Being in the shop made me think about sex and the fact that Im not with anyone and H is having sex with OW.
I just hate this. I really hate this. It hurts so much. The betrayal and lost of love and trust. I am in so much pain today.
W - 31 H - 33 Married - 7 years Together - 10 yrs Kids - S 3yrs old Separated - 27/03/11 OW - 10/04/11
