As far as creating some mystery- my self esteem has taken such a blow with this OW. Also, the failure I feel on my part for the marriage.
I suddenly wonder if I know how to be, would anyone like me? dumb I know. Just where I am at.
I do have many friends some very close. I guess if I can make friends and keep them that should be some indication of my ability to have relationships.
Just where I am at right now. Honestly, don't think H would care if he thought there even could be OM. He is so into himself.
