Holy Dinah!
She's says she's not MLC, but that's all I see Tad.
A conflicted mess of a woman, that sees D as an escape, and you as a villian ( you are not btw, you're just human and made mistakes).

She is so NOT done with you IMVHO. There is too much anger in her for you for her to be done with you.

She has a lot of work to do if she ever wants to be emotionally healthy and peaceful in her life.
That however, is NOT YOUR PROBLEM.

Let her go Tad, insulate yourself, grow your ability to set good boundaries,and create your own peace, happiness, and contentment.

She may come back one day but that day is not now. She's still peddling furiously, not realising all roads lead back to her.

BITS
Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.