Detatching is geting better and better, the last few nights I have got to sleep OK, first time in a while, and only 1 of these was alcohol assisted (It was brothers 40th LOL). This was my reason for saying should I let W come bowling with us.
I left 30 mins before W came round last night to pick kids up, but happened to pass her near home, W obviously saw me as she called my cell 15 min later, but I didnt answer. W looked hung over with her hair scrapped back and was on the way to her place, I think to "freshen up" before coming around.
After I passed her I was saying aloud, God why did you make me see W, now I am thinking, where has she been, why is she coming this way (not from town), but managed to stop those thoughts OK. But then thought, this could be the same the other way round, W may be thinking along the same lines about me.
The GAL stuff I have been doing with the kids has been off the chart, closely followed by my own stuff, major 180's here! The great thing these are for me and the kids and I feel great about it, the other bonus is W has noticed, but thats just a bye product. D14 said before leaving yesterday what great fun we have and really enjoyed the last few days, but does nothing with W.
Another major 180 is money, I was always very, how shall I say, organised when it came to money, and wouldn't just spend on a whim. But Sat night at 12.30am I booked me and the kids into the hotel the party was at, usually we would have got a taxi home. Kids loved it, and the breakfast. Plus the other stuff I have been doing and buying new clothes etc. W has really noticed this, and D14 would have told her about staying in the hotel.
Me - 37 W - 38 D - 14 S - 12 Together - 16 Married - 12 Bomb - April 13, 2011 W moved out - May 13, 2011
The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more
