There are some blatant positives in your sitch SC. I know you can't see them--you are really a tough cookie to reach at times.
This sentence came to my recall today LauraOh. I wonder if you could expand on the positives you see? I have a really difficult time seeing positives canted as I am to seeing the negatives and preparing for the worst.
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