Finding me......

[RedNailPolish]

This morning I took my wedding ring off. I feel naked and vulnerable without it. But I felt that it was something I needed to do.....for myself.

I was thinking about H this morning. H has a new job, new place to live, new car and new partner.

I am still in the same job, same place, same car and well.....no partner. So why am I wearing a ring? A ring symbolizes that you are committed to someone in marriage. Clearly I am not in a committed marriage.

I am not saying that I am done. Im just moving forward. Ive left the door open but Im also open to walking through other doors.

What I am doing is finding me. Getting to know me all over again. What do I like? What do I want? Where do I want to be?
Ive enrolled in a few classes lately:
* Piano lessons - always wanted to play as a child
* Tennis - played a little as a kid but gave up
* French - always wanted to learn as a teenager


Im really excited about these new adventures. And maybe one day Ill be with a partner who finds them exciting too.

Have a good day everyone.