I am going into more intensive therapy, now. I have an appointment with a psychaiatrist on Tues and therapist on Friday. Ultimately my happiness does hinge on me. If we work things out, I'll be happy being me a Husband and Father, if we don't, I'll be happy being me and a Father. As I adjust to either path, new people, experiences will come in and out of my life. If things don't work out with my wife, after I have had a chance to heal, I will find someone new. Obviously though, I would like to keep my family intact and rebuild. I won't give up on that until it is done, done. I hope the more intensive therapy will be able to help me build my internal strength, It's here, I just have to find it again. Yes I do hinge my happiness on my wife. She has been my partner for 13 years. That docent just change overnight. She has been emotionally preparing for some time now, I need more time to get there.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
