She needs to talk to me. My gut is sceaming that she is with OM.

This is going to drive me nuts. Shouldn't I use my spine to stand up for myself. And set a boundary?

I cannot live with the knowledge that she is going to see him. It's more than I can bear.

If I could at least know that she was not seeing him while she is considering her thoughts, I would be ok with that, and I could start to build trust for her again.

I want to be strong, that why I have used this forum instead of confronting her. What do I say to her when she gets home?

Me 45 W 34 W.A.W.
3K. D11 S9 D6
M 12 y T 13 y
Bomb drop 02/22/2011
2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011
Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011