3 hrs sleep last nite, I couldn't get the thoughts of my W with OM out of my head. I think I am going to go crazy... Why do I feel this internal battle inside me. How am I going to deal with it. I
Is it because my W still has not addressed her A with me?
Is it because I am not getting mre than 3 hrs of rest per nite?
What can I do to restore my inner peace?
The dc said last nite it would take up to 2 weeks for the meds to work in my system.
How much longer do I give my wife before I set boundaries (end her A and begin MC) or at least talk to her?
I decided last night that even if she wants to separate, I would refuse to sign any papers until we had made a solid attempt at MC. Is that controlling?
How will setting boundaries hurt my ultimate goal of DB?
If is so frustrating that I can't sleep. I have never had problems sleeping in my life.
I am also struggling with telling my parents about my W affair. On one hand I need their support, on the other hand I don't want them to look at her and see her A every time...
God please help me...
I need to regain my sanity...
This would be so much easier if I could hate my W, but I don't, I love her.
I need peace...
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
