I have a business trip coming up next week and it starting to feel more and more like I am done with trying to save this marriage.

A year a 4 months of this has been exhausting! I am starting to feel the life energy coming back to me more and more and ANY interation with W just seems to suck it out of me.

I really think it's time to move on. I think I found this site much too late for the advice I read on other threads to help. I think I'll take all of next week of from all of it and see how I feel when I get back.

On a happier note my C says she can really notice a lot of growth in me, I need to keep it going!

M 38
W 32
T 11
M 2
SS 14
S 9
ILYBNILWY March/2010
EA found out Oct 2010
PA found out Jan 2011
living together alone