Went to see Transformers 3D last night with kids and brothers family, then out for a drink and taco's, really good night. Not a bad film, not great but OK. D14 cried again (as per the other 2 films ahhhh)
After feeling quite happy in the week I am a bit down today, I think this is as Kids and I are going to a family get together tonight and this will be the first major one without W. W will be out clubbing with her old friends, but not to bad on this area this time as detatching more and more as the weeks go by.
Had a fb message conversation with W's oldest friend yesterday afternoon (she contacted me), friend is not happy as she has only seen W once this year, and W no longer calls her. Friend said she sent her a text asking if her move to the flat went ok, but got nothing back which was 7 weeks ago and didnt get a response and hasnt heard from her since. She said W hasnt even posted on her fb threads or commented on her posts, and that she has had enough. I think IIRC her last statement to me was something like, "Well she seems to be on a journey she wants to be on, as you say only she can sort it out. But who is gonna be there at the end of it if she keeps alienating people"
Everytime W calls D14 she asks what I am up to and if I am OK, actually heard her on Wed as D14 was sat next to me in Starbucks when W called. Then on Thursday D14 said I was OK and W asked her if she was sure, which D14 replied with that I seemed really happy atm, which I was!
S12 has said to me again he doesnt want to go to his mums tomorrow just like last time as he feels left out. I have told him to speak to W and tell her. I do not want to speak to her or even see her. I want to drop the rope again, until Aug at least to see what happens, but mainly for me again to detatch further and further.
Physical symptoms have lessened now, and I am finding concentrating at work easier again now, plus no longer always talk about W, so getting there week by week.
Any comments welcome
Me - 37 W - 38 D - 14 S - 12 Together - 16 Married - 12 Bomb - April 13, 2011 W moved out - May 13, 2011
The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more
