Having a hard time of it the last couple days. Since I started paying attention to suspicious behaviour, it's hard not to notice it. Trying not to let it sidetrack me.

It's been an ok morning - he's been chatty and "normal". He sent mail yesterday talking about two festival type things this weekend - one today, and one tomorrow - that he wanted to take S to. He asked me if I'd like to come, and I accepted, so we'll see how those go.

He also pointed out in the email that he had changed his Facebook profile picture (from one of us to one of him and S) and wanted to make sure I didn't read anything in to it - he just did it because it's a cute picture of S. I thought it was nice of him to reassure me.

I didn't respond to the mail - didn't seem like there was anything that couldn't wait until he got home.

Haven't been eating enough lately and I'm feeling that today - bit light-headed. Think some Eggo waffles will help!


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11