Sorry for the late response; many things on the go.

I acknowledge that I keep getting angry, so I don't have a leg to stand on, and I'm not in any way, trying to defend myself or my actions.

My relationship and my M are very important to me. Yes, I get angry. I often feel frustrated b/c I haven't fixed myself and b/c my relationship and my W are suffering.

I'm not making excuses; it's just how I feel.