You sound like you have a much more healthy, balanced attitude about this all now, G/B.
I know you still have a tough road ahead of you, but I also think you've come a long way.
Starsky
agreed^^^... GB, I really support your efforts to be happy as a man in your marriage. You deserve this. It kills me to see good men, esp military men (sore spot based on my being a veteran & having 3 military brothers) getting walked on... Not saying she is now, but in the past...
So I hope you know that you don't NEED Her to be happy or loved. When you know this through and through,
I think it'll show. (and I know I'll feel better )
carry on!
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016