I am the devil....

[tadpole1025]

Thank you True. I've read your post atleast 4 times and will continue to read it.

Cadet, I'm not sure I understand this:

Until the MLC'er feels that the marriage is over they will not move forward.

What do you mean by forward?

MHL, I need all the 2X4's. Keep them coming my friend.

PEI, good stuff! Thank you....and thanks for talking to me this morning. I'm grateful for my sons today. They are turning into fine young men. I'm also grateful that I am able to spend so much time with them these days.

I saw W today. She came to pick up S16 for the week. Our last 4 or 5 interactions have been very nice. I noticed (as did my sons) that she is almost her old self again. Hard to explain.

I've let most (afraid to say all) of my anger go. I'm trying to be positive especially around her. Fake it until you make it right? I'm wondering if our interactions have been different because I've been different.....

She asked me if I had a rag so she could check the oil and fill up the car if needed. I offered to do it all. She let me. 2 months ago, she would have insisted on doing it her self. Does this mean anything? Probably not.

It is weird.....I look forward to seeing her, but I'm actually glad when she leaves. Makes sense?

Today is a better day.

Thank you.

Tad