I myself have been in this journey since 2007...no changes on his part...he divorced me back in April...took 3 yrs to do it b ut he finally did..I didnt feel any different.....just sad becuase I am one of those that still love my husband.
I have prayed,fasted, everything I think I shoild be doing ..getting ready for when God returns him home..some in here think we are being stupid for waiting...but I do it cause God has asked me to wait.
I have a life, a job, I like coming and going without having to tell anyone, I just wish my husband was with me on those comings and goings....
But I have always said.....WHAT IF, all of those in this country and around the world would not give up and kept praying for they husband or wife to come back home .....the numbers would not be so staggering when it came to div.
When I went in to get div'd they were handing them out like candy...so sad to see, because at one time those people loved each other so much....and there was such hatred for each other in those that I saw...I felt like crying more for them than for mine....
I am in this for the long haul.....it is the hardest thing I have ever done...BUT GOD will one get the glory...... Irma
