Stop the Coaster, I want OFF!

[ninelives]

stopped at campsite to see W and boys. HAVE to go south to see sick parents and dying uncle (my fav uncle),

Wife waved me down at campsite with enthusiasm when were a couple. Had same feel. BTW, she told me earlier in the day that we need to go slow and that OW , maybe u shouldnt cut loose

M> so u want me to continue to date OW

W; im just sooo effd , what if we cant recoc or arewnt willin to try. Are you?

M: u know the answer to that. i want to try but its going ot b alot of w ork and time. WHY

W; u said yesterday u would have to see.\\

M: i just dont regrets down the road> i see how my dad lived his life and has spent last 20 yearsw in deep regret. i dont want that to happen to either of us

W: We c\nt jump into the fire like last time

M: i know'

W: what if neither of us wants to try?

M: lets not talk abou this now/\

She starta to cry, i move in for hug, she says she doesnt wamt one right now.