Getting a little bit easier but here and there I just get these sickening panic attacks and start thinking that I really need to send her a text or drive over there to see if she's okay.
What is the fear?
I think you are doing some solid work and a lot of the stuff you're thinking/feeling is probably totally normal. It's a bummer to deal with it, but unfortunately that is the position our brains put us in for the moment.
Congratulations on the job.
M: 32 W: 29 T: 9 Years M: 4 Years I hit rock bottom: 2/11 PA admitted: 4/11 WAW: 5/11 D filed: 6/11 now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.
