MMF you didn't misspeak. I have spent a few days pondering how to answer BH. I don't recall stating that it was scripture that I read that caused me to stand. In fact, it wasn't scripture. I hesitate stating the conversation exactly that I had with God because I suspect that my husband monitors this forum. Let's just say that God has spoken outside of scripture and it has been confirmed through other people that I am on the right path.
In case you still need scripture BH. Hosea and 1 Corinthians 7:12+ spoke volumes to me.
BH I'm sorry that you don't understand why I am standing but maybe you aren't supposed to understand right now. I have this feeling though that if you are the religous person that you say you are God will make it clear to you when He is ready.