Went and got my hair cut yesterday. Wow from long hair to short big change. I like it though.
I went and walked my dogs at the park yesterday morning. Haven't really seen too many people out there though. Quite possibly because of the time of day. I picked up and exercise bike yesterday so I'm going to do it this morning and go to the park this afternoon see if I can catch more people around. Was kind of funny yesterday when I was walking. The park is hosting children's activities and such this week so when I got close to the area where they had the first graders one of them yelled at hey look at that guy. I just resumed my walk and when I got to the area they were at a couple of them came up asking me about my tattoos and piercings. Got to love the blunt honesty and curious nature of little kids. Small children and older people it seems will usually come up and just talk to me before people around my age will.
It is really hard dealing with all this. Used to someone else being around and they aren't here anymore. Very sickening feeling of knowing she is another man's arms now. Knowing how my WAW is I know she feels that she is in love with the OM already. Which is one of the other challenges here. I'm just trying my best to keep my distance which is something else hard to do. Getting a little bit easier but here and there I just get these sickening panic attacks and start thinking that I really need to send her a text or drive over there to see if she's okay.
Got a job starting on Monday. Go here shortly to talk over the last few details before I start. So that will eat up some my time anyways. I spent a little while yesterday talking to one of my neighbors. I was out walking the dog and she was outside on her balcony so we talked for a while. Idle chit chat about the renovations going on around the apartments and such.
Someone I know said they was doing a charity thing here in the next couple of weeks. She just mentioned something about taking a pie in the face. I asked her to see if they need any other volunteers and let me know. Sounds like it might be something fun to do.
