Your "darkness" should really be about the fact that you are busy girl, you are GAL, you are reengaging in your world and in your life, you have other priorities, your living like a single woman. The real key for you - is that that needs to be your intention as well. You need to mean it! (wink)
I mean it, and yes I am busy. Once I get a job I won't have much time for even really pursuing my martial arts training anymore.
I Have also realized that I want someone that does love me unconditionally for who I am not for what I can do. I deserve no less than what I'm willing to give.
I'm not now 100% sure that STBX can do that or even if he likes me that much. That though is his problem, not mine anymore.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
