Hey Pei. Ayuup. Whatever. He is still spinning so much in that tunnel it is amazing he hasnt wore himself out.
Anyway, interesting being in a new relationship after 100 years. LOL!
So different and strange.
He continues to be a good friend. And we both feel that is the basis of a good and lasting relationship.
Come to realize xh and I were a lot of things, but, not really friends. We cared a great deal for each other, loved each other, were committed to our son and had great passion. But, the friend part, not so much.
I am learning so much about what a relationship built on mutual respect and open communication looks like.
When we talk about my marriage, I tell him I will not ever bash xh. Not my style. I will not denegrate such a long term relationship. My friend totally understands.
What he cannot understand is how I went from being who I was in my 20's - strong, capable, confident to who I became in my marriage.
He makes me think and that is a good thing.
I have no idea where this will go. Really and truly. I have come to enjoy being independent and on my own. I know he struggles with that. But, his problem, not mine.
I just continue to enjoy his friendship.And as I continue on my journey of self discovery and change and I never, ever let him come between that.
It is refreshing to be able to be so open and honest.
I know he feels what the heck am I getting into. Ialso know he has his own issues to attend to.
Me, I am always Brooklyn. Take me as I am or keep walking. LOL!
