Strangely at peace today. Probably won't last, but I'm enjoying it while it does.

H was oddly attentive last night. Not caring or affectionate, but did come to the office for a while, talk, etc. I'm so numb I don't really care what he does at this point. I'm being pleasant and nice, but not really chatty or engaged. I'm mostly just worn out.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11