I realize that the control I have been exercising at home is a direct result of the control I must exhibit at work. I am beginning to see how I have attempted. To control or influence things to my will in my marriage out of pure selfishness. I am beginning to see how my actions in the past have built walls between my W and myself. It's only by living my discoveries and changing my actions that I will be able to install a window in the walls.
This process of self discovery is the most important step I have made in building a better me, and is an ever evolving journey.
I just hope that my awakening is not too late for my marriage.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
