As time goes by, it seem to get easier to truly detach. I guess I was holding on to a dream. I still think about my W, but I find myself thinking about the woman that was.

I am thinking more often that it would be better if she would just leave. It would make it easier to go on with my life. I'm not sure if these thoughts are good or bad but they are there regardless.

I guess the key is to not act on anything, and let it ride.
For now

M 38
W 32
T 11
M 2
SS 14
S 9
ILYBNILWY March/2010
EA found out Oct 2010
PA found out Jan 2011
living together alone