I read your last post on your old thread and I will say this:
We ALL understand that pain that you are experiencing. It is gut wrenching and at times I felt like I didn't want to live anymore. Not suicidal, just lost my will to live.
This place is a safe place for you to write whatever it is you are feeling, and we understand it. The advice/suggestions that are given to you is simply that-advice & suggestions. We want YOU to become the best man that you can be regardless of the outcome of your M.
I always say that while I regret the circumstances that made this all happen, I am happy that I am given the gift of changing my life for the better.
You are off to a great start. Just one day at a time.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤