WAW, Filing as Fast as Possible

[aeolianchaos]

Yeah, I think you won't know. Can't know. Maybe do some journaling around this? Or at least list some fears around it that you are conscious of.

I can definitely do this more conscientiously. I have done this with recurring thoughts to help identify them and recognize what their content is.

Live your life for YOU. Your connectedness with people you know should remain focused on YOUR connectedness with them, rather than your W's association with them.

Yes.. I agree with this. Its just awkward. I'm not exaggerating when I say I know literally 2 people in my city who are not essentially friends of W who i got to know through her.

Some of the few attempts I've made to connect up with some of the 'others' have been met with silence. I don't know what they are dealing with or going through, but it is a little discouraging.

Part of why I'm looking forward to the Yoga classes is that its going to be people who don't know my W or my situation.