Had a good session with my C today. I think starting in August I may start seeing her bi-weekly instead of weekly. I feel stronger. We'll see though, I'm trying not to think about the future too much. I'll know more as it gets closer.
My S10 is having a hard time with H being gone, and this is where I get angry. He always said he loved my S's like his own, so I can't understand how he can walk away from them with no contact. S10 has called him, texted him, and has received no response. He cries because he misses him and I feel terrible. All I can do is hold him, assure him that I love him and that we'll get through this together. I also have him see a C as well and told him maybe we should discuss it with him next week. He agreed.
My H is a grown man, and part of me wants to text him and give him a piece of my mind but #1-I've always resorted to anger and name calling and I don't want to give him the satisfaction of thinking I haven't changed when I know I have and #2-I can't and shouldn't have to remind him to do the right thing.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
