..continued...

I KNOW my H loves me. He says he NEVER stopped loving me, but look what he did despite his love for me. Gosh....am I a fool?

H told her he wanted his marriage (in front of me when I asked him to do it) and then later that night (as e-mails revealed) apologized to her about me making THEIR lives(!) a "mess" and so on....I'm still fuming about that.

I told him the other day that I need him to man-up and tell her that she is nothing to him in front of me. He says he doesn't know where she is. I think that is a lie....another friggin lie. So, I'm left with it.

Maybe it won't matter in years to come. Then again, maybe it will mean I pack and leave because I wasn't important enough to jump on a jet and let the skank know that the woman he loves (me) is worth all that trouble. He asks if his love is "enough" and to not put us through that. I can see his point. I just wish he could put as much into (if not more) us as he did into their A.

You'd think that piecing would mean that nothing is OTT when it come sto saving your marriage. After all, you'd do it for your kids if their lives were on the line.


M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29
S 22,21, 19
Bomb 4/10
It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013
We all have work to do


The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.