Today has been somewhat ok, somewhat not. Had wanted to go out after work and look for a sundress, but H has a meeting until 6 so I think I'll need to pick up S. Maybe I'll take him to a park or something.

Scheduled a pedicure for tomorrow after work - about to schedule a dr. appointment - MC suggested I look at anti-anxiety drugs for the short term while I process things.

Also need to looking to nearby yoga studios - think doing a yoga class once a week will help me GAL, and help me feel better/more centered.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11