7 weeks to exH marries OW

[lea74]

Thanks for the advise. It would be nice to appreciated and loved again. One of the reasons he said he left me was that I didnt put him first - not sure what that meant and guess what he couldnt explain it either.
Perhaps he didnt like me putting our kids first I dont know - I am still trying to understand it all.
Ironically now all I am in a mother, not a wife anymore and also dont have a job so not an employee. It is funny how I have ended up being what he said I was.

I would love to meet a new man but have to be honest dont know where to start. I feel like a 37 year old virgin, as I have only ever been with xH and we never dated as we were together for so long. I have tried a couple of dating sites, but to be honest I have no idea how to flirt or what to say. I dont think I need a paper bag ;-), my friends say I am pretty (I think they are biased though). I always make an effort about how I look and do about 3 hours (give or take) of gym a week.

I guess right now I am missing being a family and doing the family things. And unfortunately they now get to that as a cosy little foursome each time my sons go to their dad.

Just feeling in a bit of slump at the moment.