WAW, Filing as Fast as Possible

[aeolianchaos]

Letting go is a little scary. Can you trust it? Is it real? Can you count on it? Etc.

Its all up to me, so its as real as I make it. For me, the question is why and what it might be like to do so.

The ego says "stick up for yourself" whereas the better part in me says "stop making yourself suffer in the name of your ego.." Am I really sticking up for myself in this imaginary world where my anger is hurting someone I have nothing to do with? Its a fantasy and its not as if I'm getting a whole lot from it.

The answer is becoming clear to me, even if it still feels a little spooky.

A book and quote that come to mind are:

This is a good book. I've skimmed through it, but I think it merits a new look under the circumstances.