Okay, so this weekend was actually pretty good up until last evening. He was pretty nice to all of us, didn't go out much, and interacted like a regular husband/father. Friday night, I went out with the kids to a friend's house. When I got home and headed off to bed, I actually got the weird (and very strong)impression he was thinking of coming back to sleep in our bedroom. He didn't. But the feeling was as strong as when I felt he was having an affair right before it actually happened.
Yesterday morning, he actually was playful, pushing my chair around when I was in the office and laughing and joking with me. His back hurt so I gave him a short back rub. He was normal for the rest of the day, until later afternoon, when he went out without saying where for an hour. No clue where he went off to. Then the mood just changed to a rather negative one. No one thing stuck out as bad, it was just as if we all started to feel bad at once. Could have been me (obviously my brain started in on the negative thoughts even though I tried to shoo them away.) I went to bed feeling as if we were all back where we started. Ugh!
